another entry from my diary
I Wanna kiss those Lips!sixth entry
You’re still the same old you, but I’m still falling in love with you. It’s so difficult. I’m too young to know what true love is, right? Plenty of fish in the sea…broken hearts heal. No.
I really just want you.
Because I love you. A lot.
I’ve been thinking…I’m sorry I messed up our relationship. Sorry I was too scared to—as well as embarrassed—to lose my virginity to you, but at the time I didn’t think it mattered. Sorry I never told you what was wrong, because I really thought and still think, my little problems are too dumb to be bothering you with and that you can easily see what’s wrong. Sorry for never showing you my tears and telling you my fears. That’s because I always wanted to seem strong to you. I’m sorry I wasn’t the right person for you and I really hope you’re happy.
If I could tell you these things I would. But it’s really just my pride.
Oh, there’s one more thing I always wanted to say to you, Miss, I really like your lips. And I think I stare at them sometimes and I got to stop myself from leaning in and kissing you. Being an idiot and reclaiming you like a character from my stories. I’m smiling at myself now. I really am I big love sick puppy. Why’d I fall in love with you of all people? You’re my friend, I see you all the time. Maybe that’s why my heart won’t heal. No, that’s not it. It’s because I gave it to you. You can keep it, okay?
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